holiday

i'm finally back home after spending 5 days in K.L.5 days because it is a family vacation.journey there was by train,which took away 7hrs of my life which i could spent on smoking...during the 5 days,many things had happened.my mom went shopping and shopping again.i could do nothing but just to endure the tiredness.dont girls get tired easily?..after the shopping,its was makan time,the part which i love the most.for the whole vacation,i helped my dad business by buying burgers.ramly burger.haha.wat a good son i am...also,i had went to genting highlands.there,i hop on as many rides as possible.something must not i miss was the flying coaster rides.gerek beb.lu kene try ah.bopleh kat tekak siol...haha.i was also kinda dissapointed there.u wanna know why?cause my payday did not fall on the vacation.so no shopping for me.
but luckily my mom lend me S$100....i bought rokok and share it with m bro at the hotel room.i bought 'harvest' which was coffee-flavoured.mak kauuuuu!!!rase macam nk muntah.hanye tuhan saje tahu perasaan aku time tu.aku teros mengucap 2 kalimah shahadah.aku teros campak rokok tu kat bawah.wonder sape yg amek?i bought winston then...sebatang demi sebatang rokok aku hisap,dah nak balek.balek pon naek train.another 7 hrs of my precious time.but this time nt 7hrs,but 8 hrs.cause my train had an acciddent where a cow was banged by the train.aku pon sebok sebok turon tengok ape jadi.mak datok!ade lembu bawah train.kesian lembu tu,tak sempat enjoy grass on the other side of the field.tu lah,tk blajar traffic safety.nk jay-walk kene langgar.haha.tak baek aku uat joke pasal arwah lembu tu....k ah ppl...i gtg now.see u soon...

to end the rapture

look at his guitar skills...make me jealous...

thankful...

after a few days didnt smoke,i finally appreciate smoking today...

"everyone need that someone who they can always turn to when they are feeling down..."

my brothers...

haaaa.now let me introduce to you my best buddies.the guy on the far most left is the one and only handsome me.tis guy doesnt want me to intro him to you guys.malu-malu kucing pulak dier.muke je hensem,tapi pemalu...haha..
the guy second from the left is Dinie Durrani.he is handsome dont u people tink???he is 1 year older than me.he is currently preparing for his second 'o' level attempt.wish him all the best.he is the most handsome among some of us as you can see.dier nampak je innocent.tapi boleh tahan crappy jugak mcm aku.tu pasal kite brother beb.
the guy third from the left is Rahmat Sufi.umur dier pon same mcm umur aku.he is currently studying at I.T.E college west,clementi.budak nie sweet looking kan???ni budak pon same jugak mcm aku ngan dinie,crappy.dier pon hisap rokok.gua nyer member rokok beb.dier tinggal sebelah je block ngan aku.kalau nk kluar,dier aku jumpe dulu.dinie mcm biase,the last to reach.
budak gemok yang tengah baring mcm orang mabok tu Syazwan Macter.he is a mixed.father is a spanish but mom is a malay.ni budak gemok bukan sembarang gemok.aper aku leh uat dier boleh uat.dier yang paling crappy among kite.joker no.1.kalau gi town,dier confirm start mpk dulu.pastu baru yang laen join in.tu pasal orang slalu jealous tengok kite nyer friendship.satu uat something,laen mesti join in nyer.kite sume 'ok-go' beb.that is one of the reason asal kite tk kenal erti boring.
kalau aku tkde diorang,aku tk tau ape jadi.confirm mendak giler.these 3 guys play a very important part in my life.no one can replace them.i love u guys......

yesterday....

yesterday i went town with my buddies after mazri's wedding..bukan weeding.ahhh.tu laen eh...my friend,syazwan,were tho only guy shoping.orang kaya pe.he bought around 5 shirts.from quiksilver and robinsons.lucky i no money.if not ah,confirm i buy alrd.but to bad paday is on the twelve of each month...anw that;s only 5 shirt he bought.if my auntie still worked at quiksilver outlet,mesti si gemok tu dah beli lagi banyak baju.pasal dpt 40% staff discount.but too bad she is no longer working there.kalau masih keje,jgn kate syazwan,dengan aku skali shopping.penat tau ikot ni syazwan.dier nyer shopping,mak aku pon kalah.jln situ lah,jln sini lah.kaki leh tercabot beb.but nvr mind.brother nyer pasal kan,aku ikot jugak.after shopping we lepak kt dhoby ghaut mrt.nk hantar ni danny gi keje.kesian dier.kene keje kul 12am sampai kul 5am.haha.padan muke dier.orang sume tido dier keje...anw ni hari boring nyer.haish.kalau skg kt town kan gerek.bukan sembarang gerek,70 'an gerek-gerek punyaaaa...haha...k people..gua mau pegi hisap rokok dulu.jumpe korang laen kali eh..adios amigos...

best and tired...

my work end at 11pm.tired sia.instead of going home,i headed for mr. mazri's rewang.before that met with dinie,hakim,joe,samad and shaiful.we met at phoenix lrt.diorang nk step malu tunggu cikgu mazri jemput..v.i.p lah kan.not long after,mazri pon sampai.kite ape lagi,makan ah beb.we ate till we cannot eat.but still we bring along some take-away.after that we lepak.it was smoking,further smoking and some more smoking.after tired of smoking we walked home.frm south view to bukit panjang.all the way we were laughing,joking jumping and crapping.but only i and syazwan participated 110%.the rest mcm mls nk layan kiter nyer merepek ah...tapi gerek ah ade member buat klakar.haha.after abt 1 hour we reached.i was looking forward to further walking and all the watever thing i've done earlier.tapi syazwan ngan dinie nk alek pulak.haish...spoiler btol.i then lepak for a while with the other 4 guys.smoked again.then i felt the tiredness in me which urge me to go home and sleep and here i am...well i guess its time for me to get together with my bed...haha..kekok sak pakai blog...budak baru kan...okay enough tping..need some sleep cause tmr nk pegi kahwin nyer cikgu mazri...i;ll bye back soon...muackz.love u people...nytes..(mcm girl sak aku)

wth....

i'm feeling so fuck up today...wtf...with my younger brother irritating attitude,i felt like giving him a 80 pounder punch in his face...no need for further story telling...anw i tried to add a music player to my blog but just don't know how to do it.maybe need to ask help from huda or adem or even diyanah.they are good at this..ok..till here pople...seeya later.got to prepare for my weekly friday prayer...

wat the heart says...

After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry about the things I've done